Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Introverts United

Here's me bashing why I am an introvert. :))

And lately I'm addicted to my phone. God, help me! Like, really! It triggers dopamine release in my brain every damn time I check it--the social medias to be exact. And you know what happens when dopamine is produced by your brain? You'll do the thing over and over again to pleasure yourself. I wish I have something dopamine-releasing activities other than scrolling Path, Instagram, and Youtube. Gak cuma ngabisin kuota, tapi kebiasaan buruk ini juga ngabisin waktu terbuang sia-siaaaa~ memang kau pantas dapatkan! (sing the "Karma" song by Coklat, fellow 90s kids!)

And speaking of the guilty pleasure of Youtube, as I said wrote before that it is my playground where I can find content on my liking, and Buzzfeed videos are some of them. This one sums up my social skill:



And I love seeing Buzzfeed people and their office. So 2016! Kekinian banget!

Here are the things in case you don't want to click the video:
  • Enjoying a good book
  • The "do not disturb" feature
  • Avoiding conversation
  • When plans are cancelled
  • Headphones
  • When nobody's home
  • Rain
  • Hiding under covers
The blue ones are my true favorite. I thought I was a bad person when there was a time I was happy I couldn't come (well, decided not to come) to a holiday with my friends. I called my friend who hosted it (his house was voted together for staying during the holiday) that I couldn't join and suprisingly he said that he secretly wished it's cancelled. "I think I'm just gonna be a good host now for them," he said. Haha, introverts united.

But today I actually, truly, regret I couldn't join that holiday. Damn it, I was so obedient to my ex back then. He recommended not to go because he would miss me, blablahblah. Ew. Okay why is this goes off topic? Well yeah that, and the fact that it would be lot of interactions with people during the holiday so it would be exhaust me as an introvert. But it looked like fun and.... other reason. :p

Well anyway, it's nice to share it with you, whoever-reads-this!

Cheers!

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